Day 10

Thank you for the nice comments in my last post. I didn't write that fishing for those but I appreciate them all the same. I'm struggling with the realization that a few things I so desire will probably never happen and it's taking the wind out of me. It changes my whole future, which is scary and a bummer, and right now the vision of my life is being stuck in places I don't like. So, yea, there's that.

In other news. It's official. My parents are coming for Thanksgiving. This mean we'll be spending both holiday's with my family. Both.

Here's my survival plan. If you have the kind of time I do at these gatherings I suggest you follow my lead.

Chocolate
Booze
Boozy chocolate
Prescriptions drugs (go Ativan!)
Sleep
Chocolate
Screaming into a pillow at regular intervals
Booze
Super quiet sex since my parents will be on the other side of a paper-thin wall
Chocolaty booze
Sleep

Repeat