Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Flip Flopper

I started it. And now I don't know if I can finish it. Fuck finishing, I don't even know if I can take the next step.

Fuck.

This is harder than I can express. One ticket to crazy town. All aboard! Or just me.

Fuck.

5 comments:

Ginny said...

When you're ready, your soul will do all the work for you.

Don't be afraid to take a break in the meantime... not from blogging, of course. :) But from this chapter.

Becka said...

Yeah Betty, if it's too hard maybe you shouldn't.

Maybe tell us about how horrible certain portions of it were? You do rants like no one else. :)

We'll listen, but only to what you want to tell.

No_Newz said...

I'm onboard with the crazy train but for different reasons. We all have our time. And now is yours. You know this so I am not saying anything more than a friendly reminder. It's time Betty. Look at the little girl who wishes for something stronger than Koolaid. She is ready to grow. It's up to you to help her.
Lois Lane

Anonymous said...

Er... at the risk of sounding patronizing, I have found that writing the thing I'm afraid of writing- shit, never mind. I don't know what you're going through, so I'll just say, I don't know what to say but I'd want it to be all positive and uplifting and, you know, like that.

I will say that you come across as a very strong person, and, well, you also have love on your side. I'm rooting for you, whatever it is.

ethernautrix

(also, thanks for the link...!)

Anonymous said...

Hey, you have mail and I reiterate, do not let the beast control you. Take that bastard by the balls and let it know who is boss. If I can do it with mine I know you of all people can do it with yours. Otherwise take 2 aspirin and call me in the morning.
Love ya
-Heidi